When the Lootin’ Starts
By Marquavious Moore
The revolution becomes televised,
the headlines read “suicide,”
when both you and G*d
already know the truth.
Masters go swimming.
A Wendy’s went burning.
My mind wants revenge,
but revenge won’t bring healing.
Say their names.
When the lootin’ starts,
I can’t hear past the harmonies of my ancestors singing
let freedom ring!
Turns out freedom looked like a ring of fire and
the whole place coming down in flames.
I can’t see past the smoke,
and I’m okay with that.
It’s funny how they want movers and shakers
until it’s time to shake some shit up.
Say their names.
When the lootin’ starts,
I can’t leave my house without a mask,
But I’m not tripping cause I heard those
pigs love to throw teargas
in the middle of a pandemic.
Cold shower
Cold shower
Cold shower
Say their names.
When the lootin’ starts
I find myself walking that line between staying aware and
keeping my sanity.
Until the line grows too thin that
I realize I’m floating.
What strength comes from growing numb?
I’m starting to think, perhaps,
They’re the ones
crazed and dazed,
insane and inhumane,
played out,
things will never be the same.
PLEASE!
Say their names.
When the lootin’ starts,
Whites become “pick mes” and
Start talking about “unprecedented times” -
When all of this seems so precedented,
Too precedented.
Black people having to resist to exist.
So the fuck what, the world seems to be upside down.
Especially when my people have had to learn to
walk on ceilings -
do the impossible -
Just to live.
Goddammit!
SAY THEIR NAMES!
When the lootin’ starts,
I can’t sit by and do nothing,
So I write for the voices that’ll never get to speak again.
I write to illuminate those failed by the system.
I see you.
I feel you.
I am you.
I’m screaming your names,
until one day someone will stop and listen,
and then scream with me.